Hello Sister Shinyi,
this post is specially for you,
for you to download the pictures.
Since this post is for you,
let me share my thanksgiving here too.

Praise Lord for blessing my team with you as our supervisor.
Initially when i first know you,
i haven't come to know Christ.
and i am honestly so so so surprised when i know that you are a Christian when God has graciously opened up both of our hearts & lead us into the Career Coaching Session.
Indeed God's plans no one can fathom isn't it?
i thank you for your patience & guidance in our last year final project.
i admit that we are kind of a horrible team,
so irresponsible.
but people grows & change,
i think that there is a change in our team at the 2nd semester
and i do hope that you felt the change.
May God bless You abundantly in all that you do, in whatever ways you need.
and if it is in God's will, i do pray that we will not lose contact.
See u soon according to His time, His plan, His will
or else see u up in Heaven, the rightful place we belong to when He calls us back =)

Photos Time!!











thank u sister shinyi =)

19 Jan
praise Lord for Mdm Goh.
she gave the class a treat.
4 large supreme pizzas, 30 drumlets, 2 boxes of wings & drinks from cafe esplanade.
cheap? NOT!
reflection of meiwei, ka wai & me

meiwei =)

kaiwen =)


20 Jan
had lunch with shimin today
and yes praise you Lord for blessing it possible.
miss her so much!
LOVE YOU MIN!!!!!

The end

Lord Jesus i thank u for your abundance grace,
your never failing love,
your promise that you will never leave nor forsake me.

the past few days, it was really a roller coaster ride.
at times when i thought i am standing firm, i fall.
and by Your grace, i am restored,
but the next moment, i fall again.
the process just keeps repeating,
but i know at the end,
but i know when i fixed my eyes on you,
everything will turn out fine.
and i know that at the end, when i look back,
i can give you all the praise & worship you deserve.
just like now.. .. ..
HALLELUJAH, BLESSED BE YOUR HOLY NAME JESUS!
=D
praise u Lord Jesus for your very presence.
indeed you are the ever present help,
you have showed me that it is pointless to rely on man,
for when you need them,
they r nowhere to be found.
it is always good & best to rely on You,
seek You,
look upon You =)
and i thank u Jesus for teaching me not to behave this way.

praise u Lord Jesus for blessing me with people to help me,
guide me,
teach me,
speak to me according to your time.
pastor andrew, pastor alvin, auntie christine, brother joshua, sister amelia, brother dennis, auntie wee hoon, uncle alan, auntie jennifer.
Praise Lord for every single one of e fellow brothers & sisters around me.
their very existence, their face already comfort me.
For when i see them, i see Your grace, Your love =)

and yes Lord Jesus, by Your strength,
by Your grace,
by the Spirit,
i know i can overcome all my problems,
my bondage of Greediness, Food, Lack of self control.

Jesus you have graciously showed me the truth,
opened up my eyes,
and yes, i will not blog so this post marks the end..
unless im really bored,
and yes, i will stop over-indulging in food or seeing food as an enemy but i will look behind the food - YOU the giver.
i will thank u for the blessing,
and not be greedy because if i behave this way,
i am taking away the blessing, the love you have for others.
CANNOT LIKE THAT because Your blood has been poured out for ALL,
not only me..
i will stop taking photos of food for the reason i take photos is something like Idolatery.
Unless it is something really meaningful, then only will i take.

i will stop being obssesive over weight,
with Your strength, i will set free from the worries of eat this will gain weight or eat that will gain weight
I will let it go for it is you i desire.
i commit my weight into Your hands,
i trust in You,
in whatever i am to be.
and i know it is good
for the thoughts you have for us are good, not evil =)

and yes here are some meaningful pictures taken on
19 Jan - Church
Lord Jesus i thank You for the abundance of blessings!!!
HALLELUJAH!!!
praise Lord, all glory to you Jesus for blessing me with Auntie Irene.
=D
she has been giving sister amelia bread she bakes herself and when she knew i like bread too,
she passed it to me the following week
and after i tried just now,
the bread she bakes is FABULOUS!!!

praise Lord for blessing me with sister ivy too.
the tarts sister ivy bakes herself is yummy too!!!

and praise Lord always and always
over and over again.
this time for auntie wee hoon,
was hungry and at tt time auntie wee hoon brought out this pineapple tarts
which is good! not better than sister ivy but it is still GREAT!



I COMMIT MYSELF INTO YOUR LOVING HANDS HEAVENLY FATHER,
in the name of Jesus,
Amen.

my hope..

I am certain that by faith I have been born again -- I've come out of darkness into light. (Remember, our assurance is based on the fact of God's promise, not on how we feel)

My focus is on the here and now, not where I've been, and not on what the future holds.

I have entered into a new and personal relationship with Jesus Christ.
He loves me and He is changing me from the inside out.

When Satan comes with doubts, fears and temptations, oppose him with words like these: "I am a child of God, redeemed from my old life by the Lord Jesus."
Then pray for Jesus to help you. "Lord, help me through this battle."

12 Jan - in school & at work

12 Jan - in school
Jesus thank You for blessing me with this marvelous chicken croissant =)
It is so so yummy.
Praise Lord for Nas! the chicken filling inside is made by herself and its not easy.
She stripped e chicken meat, then mixed it with mayo then add pepper.
sounds easy, nothing but to me its hard work!
Praise Lord for her!! =D


12 Jan - work at Pasta de Waraku
Jesus thank u for showing me vanity is not something tt is right.
You have graciously blessed me to reach Hereen on time,
and also thank You for brother Joshua,
but because of vanity, e time i punched card is 6.02pm.
Late by 2 mins and my starting time is at 6.30 instead of 6pm.
There goes my half an hour!!
i am angry, frustrated, not happy and i thank You Jesus that You are my patience =)

HALLELUJAH! PRAISE LORD!

thank u for e people that you have blessed me with around me,
the chefs that are so willing to cook for me.
THANK YOU JESUS!!!
marvelous wasabi cheese toast & special toast

specially cooked soup just for ME!

the abundance of ingredients inside

fried rice with sotongs, green pepper, many more

fried pork



LOVE YOU MANY!!! THE FOOD IS GREAT!!! YUMMY!!! SCRUMPTIOUS!!!
OH I THANK YOU JESUS for blessing me with boon chong, this great talented chef.

Our Father in Heaven,
i know You have Your reasons, Your plans for putting people around me.
i dont know the reason why & i will not know unless You graciously reveal them to me.
But i know the plans You have is always good.
i pray that Heavenly Father for Your guidance.
Guide me into what is wrong , what is right,
help me to conduct myself properly, say the right words infront of them so that Your name will be glorified.
i entrust myself totally, completely into Your big, great, mighty, protective, loving hands Heavenly Father.
I thank You in the name of Jesus for the love and all the blessings.
i receive them freely in the name of my Lord Jesus.
In Jesus Name,
Amen.

09 10 11 Jan

09 Jan - after school
Famished!!!
went dwn to get food
and thank u Jesus for ur blessing!
this plate of rice with 5 veggies & 1 meat only cost $1.80!!!!!
YUMMY and CHEAP!
HALLELUJAH! =D


wasn't full and greedy me was craving for chicken sandwich
and so after clearing that plate, i went and stuffed myself with
chicken sandwich!


BLAH!!
Jesus, thank U for blessing me with not eating alone.
thank u for blessing me wif mirah to eat together with =)

10 Jan
$3 handmade noodles w extra veggies


thank u Jesus for all the yummy samplings of chinese new year products foods.
Jesus i want to change but i cant do it on the strength of my own, i need You Jesus,
i need You in every single day of my life.

attire for the day


1st time in my Friend Ministry
this is for You Jesus.
for showing how grateful i am for Your love =)
the place i'm situated at

2 packet of Eternal Life Assembly Hongbaos given out to everyone


11 Jan
oh Jesus, food is yummy every single day because of Your blessing!
to start off the day, You have put a big big smile on my face =D
tiger roll chocolate cake, choco coffee cake, raisin bread from Oishii, Honey Berry Almond Bread

the mee siam shared wif daddy was yummy too.
thank u Jesus =D
indeed people, if u put ur hope & trust in Jesus always,
He will bless u ABUNDANTLY and guide u in every single thing of ur life.
i am a good testimony by His mercy & grace! =)

desired to reach church at 1130 am, it seems impossible but hello?
all things are possible with God =)
Hallelujah not only i reached church on time,
i even get to sing Him a worship song!

had a super heavy breakfast or rather lunch,
i decided not to eat but.. .. ..
there is lunch provided for the Clementi Befrienders
and.. .. ..
i ate!
the egg sandwich

the charsiew rice


yes yes thank u Jesus for the Calvinism with Pastor Alvin and my fellow brothers, sisters.
more word Jesus,
i want to know u more and thank u for answering my doubts =)
Praise Lord for the exchange pants and e free samples AGAIN!

Dinner Time!!!
abalone with shoots

beancurd w meat

fishhead in clear broth soup


LOVE YOU MANY MANY HEAVENLY FATHER!!!!!
not because of what i have done,
but because of Your abundance of love and blessings You have first for me in the name of Jesus.
The food was SCRUMPTIOUS
MARVELOUS
EXCELLENT
YUMMY
GREAT
!!!
i am so blessed with all the people around me.
my wonderful cook uncle, my fun auntie, my grandpa whom i now love bcuz of Jesus, my fellow brothers & sisters in Christ, every single souls around me,
i thank U Jesus for all of them
and i pray that by Your grace & mercy,
You will let them know of this love You have showed me.
In Jesus Name,
Amen.



i spot a cute baby with wings..
=)


God is good all the time!!!
and i learnt a new word
耶稣chi福你！
cant find e chi in chinese, but it means God bless you!
oh praise Lord!!! =D

06 07 08 Jan

07 Jan - work at Jurong Point Clinic

Heard and was told of the fact that 1A Puff is really good
but always didnt get the chance to buy.
Praise Lord for Ashly - the girl who always eat curry puff.
texted and asked her wanna try e 1A instead of usual Old Chang Kee and she say okay
and so bought for her tuna and the original flavored one.

took a bite and oh man, it taste FABULOUS!!!
much much better than Old Chang Kee definitely!

the curry potato filling is watery and very tasty.
watery in a good way, not dry, not thick compared to e ones at Old Chang Kee.

though 1A puff is much smaller than Old Chang Kee and e price is e same,
the quality, the taste of the way is way much much better.
the skin of the puffs is soft and flaky therefore making the combination of filling and skin superb.
unlike Old Chang Kee puff, the skin is very thick and has this strong flour taste.
the filling of the puff

the packaging


ashly brought Prawn Crackers!


07 Jan - FYP Meeting

freezing cold.
thank u Jesus for blessing me wif jacket through ting.














08 Jan - work at Pasta de Waraku

worked from 12 to 5pm,
5 hours CRAZILY eating NON STOP!
bread toasted by Danny spread wif tuna and cheese for ME =D

tiramisu

corn soup w abundance of corn

potato salad

veggies fry by "once cap on bcum serious" uncle

ate 2 bowls of rice with curry sauce and corn with veggies.

a scoop of macha ice cream wif red bean

ate countless scoops of macha ice cream & red bean

potato salad toast with EXTRA potato salad and cheese


mini sized of eel pizza specially make by "once cap on bcum serious" uncle for ME! =D


ate 3 oreo biscuits and around 5 biscuits waffles for ice cream?
also ate 2 fried chicken and sausage.

think i ate a lot and will be full?
ha, wait and see..

beautiful flowers!


- at church office, fellowship and bible study with cell group

Pastor alvin ordered KFC & Pizza Hut for the last 2 chapters of bible study.
the spread of food ordered

pizza 1!

pizza 2!

bigger version with cheese of popcorn chicken


ate 2 slices of pizza, 2 piece of the fried chicken, abudant coselaw, whipped potato, popcorn chicken & the cheese version.

Result?
Gained 3 kg!

Jesus, i am sick and tired of controlling myself.
i cant, i really cant.
i dont know what to do Lord.
i prayed and i trust in You.
i trust in You to help me, save me.
i trust for i have the Spirit in me.
In Your Name,
Amen.

pens given at Pasta

still, i thank You Jesus for all the blessings,
i pray for strength and obedience Jesus.
and i thank You for blessing me with kai wen.
thank You for feeding me with Your word
and i ask of more and enlightenment later as i go to Eunos church.