29 May

Was supposed to go Play..
Was supposed to be dancing..
BLAH~

preparing to go out oso gt time to take photos
ha!
自恋的我


BoatQuay ClarkeQuay??
Now i Finally know e difference..
initially was kinda pissed off..
bcuz missChng asked me to ownself find my way over..
asked ard for help..
what is friends?
Leaving them to die?
好啦。。maybe abit exaggerated..
plus.. she did walked out to e main street to wait for me..
forgiven..

At WhiteBar
Eddie Martin Weiqiang Me missChng


seriously..
before drinking MUST EAT.. .. ..
shout till super shiok
play till super crazy
Had a BIG laugh
Had a BIG fight
Had a BIG cry
nightmare.. .. .. ..

and thanks alot to Weiqiang..
for listening to my nonsensical gibberish
for patiently waiting for me to get sober
for not minding my disgusting puke&breath
for not taking advantage of e veri drunken me
for sending me home to my doorstep making sure im safe
for not grumbling e amount of money spent on cab fare & time wasted
AND
my heavy weight lying on ur lap!
THANKS WEIQIANG..
真的打从心里感激你！=)


finally plopped on bed at 4plus
actually woke up at 9plus
厉害吧
onli slept for 5hours.. ..
giddiness
uncomfortable

NEED TO EAT!!!

PastaMania..



xiaoxian..
dont bring up e subject again.. .. ..
let it be
let it pass
things will never be e same..
letting it be,
not talking about it,
pretending.. ..
perhaps will reduce ani awkwardness..
i know i realli know how much u cant let go of him
how much u love him..
i realli do know
and i even further know it
wen i saw u breaking down
crying ytd.. .. ..
watching u cry
watching ur tears..
believe it anot..
my heart ache for u..
.. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. ..


Having UT later..
wish myself Luck..
and
please gif me more energy!

THANK YOU!

LOL

a post solely for You Miss Chng XiaoXian!

thank u for helping me to decide what colour lens to buy


happy?

The day

slept at 11plus last night
woke up at 10 plus this morning
going to be a 12hrs sleep
but why m i still feeling so sleepy?

todae is THE DAY
but somehow.. .. .. ..
i m feeling abit uneasy..
好像会有sumthing not good happening.. .. ..

bought contact lens ytd..
MISS JAEE!!! where is e lens tt u promised me??
a Big Thank You
to Iris.. ..
for helping me to decide wad colour lens
&
for sticking around..
谢谢！ ^^

wad happen to miss jaslyn?
she is actually studying, revising for UT!
since wen is she so hardworking?
since wen did grades matter to her?
since wen future seems so important?

读的好烦，让我偷懒一下下吧。。。

so mani things to do..
so little time to complete..
ALL Excuses..
those ppl tt complained没时间
is all rubbish..
everyone is all given 24 hrs a day..
if ppl can complete their given task
why cant you?
why cant me?

Grandfather clock just sounded 4 times..
need to get back to e scary revision.. .. ..

and OH did i say tt im on a diet for 2 days?
RUBBISH NONSENSE..
look at what i had for dinner ytd..
FEEL SUPER GUILTY
but shiok can.. .. ..
Dinner at Causeway Point
wif Iris Yonlee Yanxiang after UT..
my 鸭果条..

i lost e battle wif sweet desserts temptations
my sweet bean ice


when willl i Ever Learn to control my mouth
my heart
my mind
???

Bags

whoops..
a little mess i made in class..


missChng


she gave me a link
&
here is sum Gucci bags i Think are nice..
Gucci Britt Dialux 170010 - [Gucci Britt] $820

Gucci Joy Case Handbag 190400 - [Gucci Joy Ca] $320

Gucci Medium Jolicoeur Tote 139261 - [Gucci Medium] $530



Summary of Diet for Today
- a small apple
- sugar roll cake
- orange juice
- half an apple
- a small apple

IM SO HUNGRY!!!

a boring dae in sch

DIET STARTS TODAY!!!

im on a diet for 2 days..
until friday..
jaslyn tan chew ling shant consume
RICE/NOODLES
FRIED FOODS
FIZZY DRINKS

its like onli 1 dae
&
i m alreadi struggling so hard..

StrawberrySundae Noodles ChickenSandwich BubbleTea.. .. ..
stop whirling ard in my head can.. .. ..

apples & onli apples for tis 2 days
加油！！


saw this car while walking home from uncle hse ytd..
PINK!!!


woot~
miss chng cuming over my class to entertain me!!!
waiting waiting wai
n there she is

GOODBYE!!!

26/05 after sch

"monday u going back with me ? "
"wan boh ? "
"we 2 only bah.. lolz... ya lor.... "

IDIOTIC!
KUKU!
NONSENSE!
RUBBISH!
COCKROACH!
LIZARD!

it is 4:32PM now..
class ended at 3:45PM..
why m i still in class? blogging AGAIN?

because min..
this is e reason why.. .. .. .. ..



DOTA-ing!!!
2nd breakout DOTA
after sch DOTA
finished 1 session not enough
再来多一场啦。。
and so this is why i m still in class now.. .. .. .. ..


the class is left with Phillicia & Me
Wing Liuzhi Yicheng Marcus (the dota guys)
missing Wayne Joel & Zhangyi

probably wont be cuming sch tml..
sick of e usual life routine..
tired of smiling..
sudden misses of RedBean..
sudden misses of sec sch days..
sudden misses of nonsensical laughters..
sudden misses of e overflowing cares&concerns..

what is going on in my mind right now?
1. Him..
Him has been visiting my mind every single dae..
the reason?
ive no idea.. .. ..
一直告诉自己dont think so much
dont.. .. .. ..
OMG HE IS CHATTING WITH ME NOW. BYE! ^^

continued after 3mins of chatting
He tot i like green bean (!!!)
since wen i Heart green bean..
ice kacang don haf green bean
所以cannot tell auntie
"auntie我要ice kacang不要料要很多红豆"

Great.Perfect.Wonderful.Excellent..
they carried on another round..
maybe i shld learn Dota..
because i gt a feeling tt waiting for them
will be happening veri often..
so instead of blogging, idling time,
y dont i learn too?
*imagining myself playing*
cannot la..
tried once playing wif zhenhong&friends
and they laughed at me till 1 guy cried -.-
no no no..
no way im letting history repeat!

He is still nt cuming back..
BRB?
standing for BeRightBack..
meaning will be back Soon..
10mins just passed & He is still not back..
okay like 10mins ONLY
patience running out..
feel so like leaving now..

missJASLYN TAN
study for ur UT!!!

ha n just wen i decided to turn to e scary UT
He talk to me..
CIAO~~~~

26/05 in sch

Credits to Siqing =)
Japan Mochi



after all e Horrible Temptations
i settled with
Ice Kacang w/o料
mani mani red beans ^^

n Siqing had this
芒果西米露

FYP

Comprise......I dun think my heart is so big that I can comprise every single thing....they think is alright but to me...is not! everytime go to same place do work....so far from me...me need to take 1hr trip lolx....jus think la! then worse still!!! meeting at afternoon to evening.....then next day got sch...u wan me fail my ut, overly tired on the next sch day meh....i know is convenient to all of u...but not to me lolx....jus imagine when i reach home already 5/6pm going to nite time....bath & on laptop and keeping yawning...can u imagine for me is sooooo tiring lolx.....then u all jus take 5/10min reach home liao, so fast la~ 3 go off, u all 3.05pm reach home...never waste ur trip lolx......for me i 4/5pm then reach home...i have to walk home....all tat take up to evening...then sleeping at 10/11/12 at nite.....next day i wake up even earlier then all of u lolx.....5.30 la! then keep wanting me go far to meet...u think i superman ar?! can fly back home within few min ar?! .....siao...can't lolx.....=( then worse.....when meet.....so many never bring laptop, some got bring go do other things rather then doing the discussion.....u think u superwoman ar? can do so many things in one time....u can ma?! CAN't lolx....u only wan jus get the benefit from us....=x then some these days can't tat day can't....then u think i everyday can ar?! for ur own benefit only.....i really hate going place so far and i need total of 2/3hr of traveling in a day, even in s'pore lolx.....if i got a 2nd chance i wont NEVER wan go so far to study lolx.....and work...near near places can liao.....=( so upset la! ..............wat?! as me to give in...i everytime give in...u all never, say got give in, all bullshit lolx.....say reach early, then wat u all doing at home? make-up all tat de li there li....take 1hr to go out of house....ask u, who going to notice ur make-up, no one lolx.....y can't jus quickly come out and meet then go back.....taking own sweet time.......u think i got alot of free time ar?! and u all jus stay near here lolx.....1 stop also take 1hr to reach the place....WAT la?! u think we sooooo "free" to wait for u ar?! hmph! can u all jus make it quick la! worse still, little single thing complain....ok la, i also got complain, but i never realli say tat out lolx....not i wan to sound bad or emo.....jus u all ar....haiz.....also u wan me meet at afternoon......DUN plz.....and the place so far?! can't u all jus wake up early abit and rush up abit dun like tortoise so slow lolx.....=( and we have to wait like 30-1hr la....when i late only once, u all complain....jus imagine i wait for u all for dunno HOW MANY TIMES le lor!!!! =( =( onli once say me until make me vomit blood....reflect on urself plz....dun keep saying ppl la! also anyhow angry me when i am late like only once...and u jus wait for like 10-20min...say like wait for 10hr-20hr like tat.....u can imagine my feeling ma.....=( dun see me nice nice hor! i also got feeling de hor......dun ABUSE it!
http://www.colleen-chronicles.blogspot.com/

LOL

yonlee啊yonlee
if ure Not Happy
不爽
if u don voice it out
WHO the heck will know how u feel?

1. Meeting place
tt time alreadi sae..
meeting place hold it at Dhoby Gaut or central area
that place is e fairest to everyone
Who ask u to give in?
if u wanna give in, dont complain dont whine

2. never bring laptop
u noe how heavy my lappy is
i die oso wont bring lappy
and
i deeply apologise
though i didnt bring
but i definitely will contribute my part of work

3. makeup
so far as i rmb..
everytime meeting我好像nvr put on..
Ppl will put on makeup
is to boost self-confidence.
u cant blame ppl for wanting to put
But
u can blame them
if They're late bcuz of putting..
if They wanna put
They should wake up earlier..

4. meeting at afternoon
its e same logic & thinking.
how much u wanna meet at morning
and
how much i wanna meet at noon
i need sleep & rest
i need ALOT of sleep & rest
But i did give in didnt i?

5. Late
好。。
that time throwing temper at u
for letting me wait ALONE
at E2 wif e VERY HEAVY lappy
i apologise.. .. ..
not ur fault i know..
is waiting for other ppl.. .. ..
But still wen blood is boiling hot,
temper just cant be controlled..


CONCLUSION..
in future FYP meeting hold at central area..
meeting time 10 to 11 am..

satisfied?

Saturday

24May
zero mood to go aniwhere
except wif parents
wanted to eat claypot rice at Clementi
But
they closed dwn..
Went to this place instead
Sumo-House
http://www.hungrygowhere.com/singapore/sumo_house_clementi/

Threesome Green tea


mommy fried rice chicken cutlet set $4.90
daddy mixed rice set $5.90

my katsu curry fried udon set $6.90

bill only $20 inclusive of GST
all cleared~

daddy parked his car where alot of birds released their gold
stopped sumwhere to wash up e poo
washing..

still washing..

finally.. .. ..


saw this for quite sum time at my hse carpark
didnt noe it was Vespa until recently
我老爸竟然know what is Vespa!
PINK!!!




an unwanted&disgusting vistor entered my rm
SCREAMS FOR DADDY!!!
finally after 3 wars wif tis disgusting thing
it is CAUGHT!






disgusting big flying THING
*shudders*

20May
tis is e car tt have been sending
YonLee
LiTing
Iris
XueJiao
& Me
to CP after sch
credits to yanxiang =)

i HEART taiwan snacks!


22May
dinner after sch wif
Wing Wayne Marcus Joel
*NB! i totally forgot tt i have my driving can!!!
$68.23 wasted!!!*

after an interview at clinic
walking home
sudden BIG rain
stuck at blk dwnstairs


23May
from min..
p/s it doesnt taste nice
HelloPanda so much nicer can
but still 谢谢 =)

my stuff
Pink isnt necessary feminine
i Heart Pink bcuz it makes me happy
seeing pink makes me Happy

miss Jaee & mE



老爷爷的课实在cannot stand
went dwn to get apple n NOT 包
& Yes miss Jaee
im apple queen =)

eva since my 1st tried on StrawberrySundae
haf been craving for it..
& after 5 days of desperate waiting
& useless whining
thanks to Liuzhi
who so willingly acc-ed me to get it at Lot1 Mac
after Marcus dropped us off
i FINALLY GOT my sundae! ^^
His Hotfudge n MY LoVe

just look at e overwhelming strawberry given!!!
HeaVEn-LiCioUs can!

p/s 等marcus for e sundae
我早就升上heaven了

a dae at sch

WHAT THE HELL!!!
please visit tis webby PLEASE!
i swear upon my name my hair my dimples tt
u will get e shock of ur life!
*warning..don visit tis webby after having a meal*
http://profiles.friendster.com/68885421


With no lappy for 1 whole dae
With no mood for 1 whole dae
i Actually stayed throughout e whole dae..
dont i deserve sum compliments? =)

was thinking to get 莲蓉包or apple to eat
joel suggested 莲蓉包
Reason - u too skinny -.-
min suggested 莲蓉包 too
Reason - ?

LOL

sebby & yanxiang talking abt their pri sch
n min suddenly came to my mind..
shared with Jaee abt my history wif min
n so gt e urge to blog it out..
So

=)

min, 你还记得吗？
Year 2 Sem1
e first dae we were in e same team
& we were alreadi prepared for one another
bcuz problem statement was published long ago

Door Opened
& there u are
Sitting at e table nearest to e door
Sitting near e white board
We smiled at one another
到现在还记得ur smile ^^
Walked bside u
Sat down
Silence for awhile
&
Started chatting
~


Beginning of Our Friendship



=)

20 May Tuesday
initially was so excited gg for e GMax Thing
But
everything just didnt went quite right..

Cant blame anyone
I am e one choosing this&that
So i should handle all consequences


Xiaoxian.. .. ..
i am truly so sorry..
once i sae sorry, i mean it..
i haf no idea why the heck i said tt stupid lie
perhaps it was e alcohol
or perhaps
between us..everything just didnt feel That right anymore..
Since when我成为了Eddie & ur 3rd party?
Since when did our friendship bcum more impt den Eddie?
i feel so so so extra.. .. ..
Now即使想go out wif u
Eddie will always be around
ya.. .. ..
Eddie will be paying
no money will be spent for e dae
BUT.. .. .. .. ..
The words u say
The xiaoxian i thought i knew
i dont even noe can i trust
can i confide in u

IF ure reading this now
what is going on in ur head?
bullshit?
rubbish?
nonsense?


每次都这样..
我在乎和朋友的友情多过他们所在乎的。.

Photos 8 mths Back

Photos 8mths Late
one of e celebrations for my 18th Bdae
27Sep at Kbox
Candid Shot wif Lindy
thanks for cuming dwn though u aint my clazmates =)

from left to right

QiongZhi ChengLong ME Jaee Lindy


they poke e candle Deep into e cake

头发so短&UGLY!