20 May Tuesday
initially was so excited gg for e GMax Thing
But
everything just didnt went quite right..

Cant blame anyone
I am e one choosing this&that
So i should handle all consequences


Xiaoxian.. .. ..
i am truly so sorry..
once i sae sorry, i mean it..
i haf no idea why the heck i said tt stupid lie
perhaps it was e alcohol
or perhaps
between us..everything just didnt feel That right anymore..
Since when我成为了Eddie & ur 3rd party?
Since when did our friendship bcum more impt den Eddie?
i feel so so so extra.. .. ..
Now即使想go out wif u
Eddie will always be around
ya.. .. ..
Eddie will be paying
no money will be spent for e dae
BUT.. .. .. .. ..
The words u say
The xiaoxian i thought i knew
i dont even noe can i trust
can i confide in u

IF ure reading this now
what is going on in ur head?
bullshit?
rubbish?
nonsense?


每次都这样..
我在乎和朋友的友情多过他们所在乎的。.