Today...

In Life
when you keep pushing back the things u're supposed to do
it just accumulates
Higher and Higher and Higher..

BUT

i shant feel stress
i shant feel angry

BECAUSE

God is with me =)

Ask and you shall receive
Search and you shall find
Knock, and the door shall be opened for you

isnt He wonderful?
no matter how much i have sinned in the past
no matter how grave my sins are in the past
He forgave me with open arms
He allowed me to return to e place He has for me in Heaven..
He showed me what is love
when i asked for
He showed me His benevolence
when i did things against His command
He answered the doubts i have
when i didnt understand Trinity and other spiritual truth..
Praise Lord =)
Yes i still am weak in my understanding
Yes my faith is still shaking sometimes
Yes i still am an angry person

BUT

He has his plans for me
He will change me with His wonder ways
I want You, Jesus to be
my Lord
my Savior
my Master
my Shepherd
my Friend
my Love
now and forever.
Amen

Life just gets better and better with Him around
with me knowing that God is watching over me
and
Life isnt lonely anymore
my Life which used to be in a room of darkness
just suddenly got switched on by Him
Praise Lord =)