29 Nov

HALLELUJAH!!!
Bless His Holy Name!!!

this day i have nothing on,
and for some reason He wants me to go for sat service,
and course i don't mind.
i can hear His word, know Him more.
the day before was working,
slept at 3am plus in the morning,
planned to wake up at 2 plus in the noon then take my own sweet time to head over to church which starts at 5.30pm.
BUT
mommy called me at 2pm, asked me whether i want any food
"不要，我还在睡觉"
hung up, went back to sleep.
thought i could not head back dreamland
but
much to my horror,
the next time i opened my eyes,
i leaped OUT of bed because i heard e opening door sounds.
mommy came home and the time was 4 plus!!!

oh no no no,
i am so sO SO LATE for church!!!
mommy told me not to go, already late.
likewise part of me was tempted not to go, already late.
but
PRAISE LORD!
i prayed, and YES the One in me is stronger, more powerful than the one in this world(sickening,irritating DEVIL),
with my Helper, i've managed to resist temptation & also with constant proclaiming & communication with Heavenly Father.
i just prayed non-stop, trust in Him to guide me, lead me, help me, provide a way out.
Since He wants me to go, it will be ironic for Him to let me miss e sermon isn't it?

rushed around crazily and by 5pm i am still at home!
decided to cab down since daddy wasn't willing to bring me over to church.
and surprisingly, mommy told me not to cab down.
she will ask daddy to bring me over to church.
WHOA!!
CAN YOU IMAGINE MY SURPRISE?!?!?!!
she, my mommy, a non-believer, strong believer in Buddhism, actually volunteer to persuade my daddy to bring me over!!!
and
he, my daddy, actually was okay, didn't argue when mommy asked him to bring me over to church.
and and
i was so so prepared to let the Christ in me to be patient towards my parents when in the car. because i was so expecting them to shout, nag, scream, say VERY sarcastic remark.
BUT
NO!!! None or whatsoever!!!

People reading my blog right now,
any reasonable explanation?
why it seems like 'oh no, i am gg to be late for service, i am not gg to make it' but voila~ a door is opened wide!
and
how come my parents are so willing to send me over to church?

Our Father in Heaven,
thank You!!!
i know my every single day, everything i am,
everything i have,
everything i do,
is by the grace and mercy of You!!
and Heavenly Father,
thank You for showing me how how important it is to always look to You,
seek You,
talk to You,
trust in You,
give thanks to You in ALL CIRCUMSTANCES,
HALLELUJAH!!!
I LOVE YOU my Abba Father, my Heavenly Daddy LOVE YOU LOTS!
not because of what i did,
but because of You showing me what love is in the first place,
for seeking me out,
for opening my eyes, my heart,
for leading me, holding me in Your mighty right hand.
all this not because of what i did,
but in Jesus name i pray,
Amen.

After the sat service ends,
guess how much i ate?
3 pastries - 1 rectangle charsiew, 1 round shaped charsiew, 1 eggtart
2 baos - charsiew & red bean paste
2 kuews
2 bowls of green bean soup
1 stick of Hershey's Chocolate Mint

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