23 Sep 2nd 24 Sep

23 Sep
Dinner with Parents before work
quite some time since i 自恋so.. ..
=)

Dinner at Kopitiam
recommended mommy to try their claypot chicken,
as its pretty nice..

daddy bought this steamed soup, rice meals..
the soup is radish soup and reminds me of how kira used to cook for me..
hmmmmm

My usual Barley Beancurd
alot of barley!!! =)

ha!
i actually call doctor who earns $70 plus, $80 plus an hour
to make coffee for me!

after satisfying my coffee,
tea time up next..
Ashly & My Green Tea


24 Sep
headed back to sch for career coaching session with my project supervisor..
before that went to weigh myself was at 43.7kg!
WOW! my weight actually hit 43KG!!!

During the career coaching session,
i just got this urge to ask what's Lim Shin Yee's religion
and BLAH!
she is actually a christian!!!
HAPPY CAN!!!
i was like WHOA..
This loving Father of ours is really working His way into my future..
GOD IS GOOD! ^^
drank a bottle of water during the session
and went to take weight again
43.9kg!

Went to Westmall
and tried on this top at Series

a new Korean Shop selling food, stationery..
bought e Kimchi at $1.90
and finished it straight.. NICE!

my mr bean ice cream!


Lord, it is really nice having your love,
knowing your love,
basking myself in your love.
Lord, i pray that those people that i care for,
will know your awesome love one day.
Amen

23 Sep 1st

1ITS EXCHANGE BIRTHDAY GIFTS TODAY!!!
=)
my gift to min, min's gift to me

a wrapped present & a card

opened up.
CUTE!!!


Lord, i thank You for the gifts for the people You have been blessing me with.
Thank You is not enough to express everything but Lord,
You know how i am feeling inside don't You? =)
i love you, Lord.
Amen

22 Sep 2nd

Campus Crusade at 5pm
my 2nd Birthday Gift!!!

opened up..
Small Sized Bible!!!


Praise Lord for Joyce! =)
now with this small sized Bible,
i can carry it around!
LOVE YOU JOYCE!

22 Sep 1st

ALL TO THE GLORY OF GOD!!!

i struggled,
i doubted,
i cried,
BUT i turned out stronger! =)


Lord, i thank You for blessing me with fellow brothers & sisters..
i thank You for finally letting me opening up..
Amen

19 20 21 Sep

horror horror
From the start of this week,
i have been struggling with God..
this struggle is getting hard to handle..
Yes, i know to trust in Him
to pray to Him.
I do pray but somehow my trust in Him is gone,
my faith in Him is gone..
sigh..

19 Sep
the packed food

the black sesame pasta ting brought for me

spreading it on my bread

peach yogurt blend - yanxiang

ha! 不ugly啦 liting.. =)

the taste is.. .. ..not to my liking..
and so ting brought it home again..

my bag carried by HaoRen
why when he carry it doesnt look like a war bag,
but when i carry it looks exactly like im reading to go for war?
hmmm


Dinner with parents before Korean Lessons
i miss eating with them,
i miss spending time with them,
but yet when i have the chance to be with them,
i cant control my temper,
i cant control my frustration.
Lord, i prayed to You for me to be patient in tribulations,
i prayed to You to help me see others with kindness & compassion,
but yet why Lord?
nothing is changing.
Lord, where are You?

아어지 Nasi Lemak

어머 니 Yong Tau Foo

Char Kway Teow - shared!

After eating all those wasn't full,
got a craving for fried food..
and here jaslyn goes.. .. ..

Butterfly Bun!

Korean Lessons
snapped a picture of our teacher

GRADUATED!!!
i'm thinking of continuing on to Intermediate
but time?
can i afford the time?
Lord, i really need You

Walking Home
just feel like taking some photos hoping to convey the alone,
emotional, lost feeling..



20 Sep
my attire to Orchard
the top Cheng Long gave w a 3/4 pants + a belt
okay?

OF ALL HUMAN RACE,
I ACTUALLY SAW KIRA!!!
people close to me will know the story..
i'm too lazy and emotionally drained to type it out..
Thanks miss tan shimin..
for entertaining me during that period..
for listening to my cries, my complaints, my whine..
for telling me how God still is there even though you are not a believer..
Lord, why didnt You stop me when i stubbornly chose to stay?
why didnt You provide me a way out?
and most important of all,
WHY did You let me see KIRA?
I really feel stupid, brainless, dumb..
and while walking home,
i said out LOUD to myself how i don't deserve Jesus
how Jesus would definitely not die for my sins if i am e only person left in the world
how dirty, evil, disgusting, gross, sinful i am that Jesus would never come into my life..
and that is why i am not changing..
Because i am tooo TOOOO sinful!
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WHICH IS ALL RUBBISH, SO NOT TRUE i know..
because Jesus loves us,all of us including ME..
but.. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. ..
if so, where is Him?
(miss please, u are in class, please dont cry)
was thinking not to go church,
turn myself away from Him,
because i do not deserve to go,
because i seem to not have faith in Him,
but on
21 Sep
i still went for the service..
Praise Lord for Amelia & Jackie..
i know God wants me to share,
to tell them my struggles
But somehow,
i cant seem to find the right words.. .. ..
i really do want to open up and share
and confess all the feelings that i'm struggling with,
but something in me is blocking it!
and that is what is suffocating me!!
Lord, help me! i need You Lord.

Why is God giving me all this during my birthday season?
initially i was so looking forward for my this year birthday.
because its my first birthday with Him..
celebrating with Christians..
But.. .. ..
everything is.. .. .. .. ..
Lord, give me strength..
Let me understand that "i can do all things through Christ which strengthens me"

18 Sep

Hey you 2 girls!
honored?
i started this post of mine with photos of both of you..
credits to our photographer a'Ding

Choco and cream wassant from Petit Provence

These little breads are anything but boring. Soft and fluffy, sweet and tasty, a favourite for all ages.
First time trying
Very nice!!!
http://www.provence.com.sg/default.html

Bible study before buffet steamboat
Went to Lot 1 Giordano to try clothes (yes yes, i know again)

bible study became chit chat session..
God used Pastor Andrew to speak to me of my current situation..
there are like so many WOW, WOW and more WOW
Lord, thank You for enlightening me.
and Lord, i am sorry for sinning,
for doing things despite knowing your dislike.
Change me Lord,
please change me to become the person You want me to be.
thank you for giving me the Holy Spirit but Lord
release it.
Release the Holy Spirit that is dwelling in me Lord,
Baptized me in the Holy Spirit,
i want to be baptized in the Holy Spirit Lord.
Give me wisdom too Lord,
give me the wisdom i need.
Amen
Pastor Andrew drove over to this buffet place at Sunset Way
They actually are quite famous
go ahead and take a look..
http://www.streetdirectory.com/restaurants/singapore/reviews/restaurant-Fortune_Cuisine-1000002153.php

Fortune Cuisine!
Pastor Andrew & dennis spotted!

Address:
106 Clementi Street 12
#01-40/42

Tel: 6777 8622

Opening Hours: Daily: 11.30am - 2.30pm, 6pm - 10.30pm

Jackie reached after the 3 of us settled down
and hungry me, Very hungry me
started first with everyone agreeing..
the rest chiong first at sashimi
and for me
DESSERTS!!!
chocolate roll - SUPERB! thick very thick chocolate taste.. i can eat thousands!
lemon roll - very lomen-y
cheesecake - 还好
brownie - not very chocolate but amelia likes it
blueberry cheese - not inside picture but its my 2nd hearts
"sushi, you dont belong here"
"huh? den where do i go?"

"here you go, with unagi"
"home sweet home"
=.=

anyway e guy making the sushi is REALLY NICE la..
i asked him what sushi are available
he asked me what do you want
i said unagi..
after that he say their sushi depends one,
have, have. don have, don have.
i was like kinda disappointed
cause he sounds really aloof
but
the next sushi he make is actually
UNAGI!!! =)
after desserts, sushi & sashimi,
Fried food & curry chicken up next
Fried Salmon Skin,- very nice, bit spicy, NOT fishy at all
Fried Chicken,- 还好, normal
Fried Fish,- very nice, not fishy too, + pts - warm!
Tempura,- took carrot, dont like, cant comment
Curry Chicken- very thick gravy, potato & chicken is soft! NICE!

Praise Lord,
they have 4 choices for their soup base
- tomyam
- 麻辣
- chicken something
- forgot
we picked all 4 since its half half one..
i wanted tomyam to be the one infront of me
but i didnt request since all sounds appealing..
When the thing was set up,
Tomyam is infront of me!!! =)
and later on,
i then realised that Dennis who is sitting beside me
hearts Tomyam too!!!
awww..God blessed us! =)
For the Steamboat

TEMPURAS!!!

as we were sitting inside,
BBQ food is done by them
grilled to perfection BBQ Beef & Ribs

VEGGIES!

wanted to take photo of the plate of BBQ food
and silly Joshua thought i wanted to take him..
since so,
snapped snapped..
silly joshua w the plate of meat!

Meats & SCALLOPS!!!

the guy fried for me one of my many hearts
SOFTSHELL CRAB!!!

desserts again next..
Ice cream - NICE! SPECIAL! SWEET! HEARTS!
Honeydew Sago - SImpllyyy yummy
Grass Jelly - what can i say? YUMMY!

a lot of food pictures not taken
because was busy STUFFING MYSELF WITH FOOD!
arghhhhhhhh!!
Despite liting & yongjie calling/texting me to
warn me not to overeat
exercise self control
reminding me my 44.6kg
the consequences of overeating
I STILL STUFFED MYSELF SILLY!!!!!
i ate from 7.30pm to 9.15pm w/o stopping!!!
Best of all
Pastor Andrew gave me a ride home
and so i didn't get e chance to walk home,
burn fats,
let food digest..
i reached home around 9.30pm.
Slept after bathing..
well done, miss Tan -.-

But oh well, i really enjoyed myself..
More with the food actually..
thought that this gathering will be a bonding,
hearing testimonies of my fellow brothers & sisters,
sharing mine with them,
getting to know one another more
BUT
i focused all my attention on food..
they asked me questions,
i answered and full-stop, went back to food..
HELLO?
i'm very talkative one..but i actually end the conversation!
Miss Gluttony Jaslyn, tsk tsk tsk..

Lord, i thank You for giving me a cell group.
i thank You for every single one of them.
Lord, i pray that during the Bible Study with them, i will not hold them back.
Lord, i pray that through Your grace, wisdom will be given to me.
Amen

17 Sep

Praise Lord!
He gave me the opportunity to share the gospel with Liting..
i am so so so surprised that God actually gave me the chance to share with her
and i am so happy for liting that she is curious
that she has questions
Lord, i pray that you will give me more knowledge of You and opportunities to speak the Truth of You to liting
Also the thanksgiving that i share with my friends will touch them one day.
Amen

i simply cant comprehend why my weight became 45Kg,
maybe only for ytd?
so i went to weigh again
and
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!!!
and as if the shock wasn't enough.
1 hour later
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!!!
when i was at 45.4kg, i was asking the girls is it possible to hit 44kg?
应该不可能吧。
而且好像有点怕人。
with Height of 161cm, 48.5KG is already underweight i think
and 44kg?
is super underweight
but now.. .. ..
makes me wonder will it hit 43kg one day -.-
BUT HEY PEOPLE GET THIS CLEAR
i am NOT dieting!
jaslyn only will say she wants to diet
but when did u all see her really dieting?
how can she resist food?
Especially
chocolates,
fried food,
bread,
pizza,
cookies
The reason for her weight dropping is probably because
1. she increased the intensity of her running period
2. she tries her best not to eat after 7pm
3. she walks a lot

There was this Education Fair at agora with many universities - local/overseas..
Areas of interest
1. Hospitality & Tourism Managment
2. Psychology
3. Logistics, Operations Management
Specifications
1. Full Time course
2. Local
3. After graduation with degree, starting pay has to be above 2K
With this considerations in mind, i went from stall to stall enquiring with the girls
and
there are 2 that interest me..
Lord, show me where to go.
Amen
i trust in the Lord for my future =)

my plans initially was to go Uni SIM to take a degree in Human Factors
BUT
their requirements for
Undergraduate programmes

• GCE ‘A’ level with two passes (prior to 2006) or two H2 passes (from 2006), or polytechnic diploma or equivalent
• Two years of work experience or is currently employed on a full-time basis
• 21 years old and above

oh well there goes my chance of being a student in Uni SIM,
there goes my hope of visiting Amelia's house during breaks =(

the souvenirs that all the booths are giving out

after many time spent at agora,
time to fill up all of our stomachs esp Yanxiang
PIZZA HUT!!!!!!


Sweet & Spicy Drumlets SHARED!

Chicken Napolitan Xuejiao!

Beef Lasagne Yonlee!
p/s miss chng, its very very nice..why did u say that it aint nice?

Orleans Chicken Delight x2 - Yanxiang!
SHARED between liting & me!

Sweet & Spicy Drumlets again SHARED!

Time to walk around after filling up everyone's stomach..
while they are taking a look at John Little's sales,
i headed over to Giordano (yes, i know again)..
They has NEW ARRIVALS!!!
skinny jeans in variety of bright colors..
Tried! Blue..

ha!

Pink w top1!

w top 2..

i really heart the skinny jeans but the smallest size that is available is 24
and its loose!
their bottoms will 越洗越loose..
its loose now if buy after 3x washing?
will cannot wear again so.. .. ..
BLAH!