18 Nov 2nd 19 Nov

18 Nov - work at Clinic
being blessed with more food again! ^^
the usual doc on duty - doctor Loy took leave because it was his birthday.
and so doc Koh took over.
whenever doc Koh work, it seems like he will buy food for the staff.
that day was e 2nd time i worked with him, and he bought
pie with yam filling

the 1st time he bought curry puff.
asked him is it everytime buy he say no.
SEE!!!
God blessed me with food! ^^
Loving God!
anyway i heart, simply heart Old Chang Kee yam pie!!
the yam filling inside is so so so sweet!!!
better if its hot but oh well, still NICE! =)
thank u Father, love u!
my usual, must have barley beancurd
LOOK at the abundance barley!
floating in bliss because of the blessings Father showering me with =)


19 Nov
mommy was feeling very NOT well,
came back home after seeing doctor to rest.
she asked me to cook extra oats because she needs to eat something before taking med.
took out a plate of food for her to go with the cereal, for me as well =x
plate of bread, cupcakes, biscuits & pineapple tarts

2 bowls of oats with plate of food

ended up she only ate 1 cupcake -.-
what about the rest?
当然是jaslyn finishing all.
carbohydrates food how can she resist?
tsk tsk tsk

was supposed to meet Joey to bake cookies or shopping or something.
was supposed to leave home at 1.30pm so that i can walk over to Jurong Point.
ended up Joey say go PS shopping with her friends,
ended up it RAINED HEAVILY = no walk.
okay, everything not gg to plan. panic.
asked Father what He has planned for me,
is it want me stay at home to accompany my mommy?
"Leave your mom in my care"
okay, means go out.
but why rain?
rain stopped at 2pm.
wanted to leave house at 2.30pm and then it rained BIG again.
okay Father, what You want now? go out or stay?
"Leave your mom in my care"
okay, means go out. no choice take bus.
went bus stop,
waited super long,
suddenly do not feel like going.
bus finally come, infront of me,
Father, how?
"Go back home"
what??? i waited so long, already out!
"Go back home"
but i am out!
"Go back home"
OKAY, fine, i do not want not to obey You.
while climbing up stairs,
i got very angry, irritated, annoyed at Him.
scolded, poured out all my frustration..
Pang of guilty hit me later.. .. ..
He opened up my eyes, my heart.
"the plans you have is it really My plans for you?"
OH NO! i assumed, i thought, i presumed!

as long as i am in this earthly body,
i know i will keep on sinning,
trying to understand God's plans for me,
demanding answers from Him,
scolding Him, blaming Him,
giving place to my anger,
BUT
i know that He, my Heavenly Father will keep on forgiving.
just like 下雨天.
the rain keeps falling - sins
but the windsweeper just keep on wiping the rain away - Jesus
=)
because of my Lord Jesus Christ in whom i have forgiveness,
who is my intercessor,
i know my Father will not get angry at me
=)
Jesus, my Lord, my Savior, my Friend, my Intercessor, my Light, thank You for Your perfect sacrifice which has cleansed me. Cleansed me totally.
In Your Name,
Amen

As i confessed, seeked Him earnestly, repented,
He forgave =) and showed me His better plans.
remember i make a covenant that i will at least have a meal per day with Jesus?
He wanted me to exchange work day with Ashly and before starting work to go uncle house for dinner.
a heart shaped rice
Jesus make it for me! =)

uncle specially scooped a bowl of braised egg & MANY peanuts for me
*being showered with blessings from Father*

fried fish with tomato sauce in many onions
- the fish, the sauce, what else can i say?
marvelous! superb!

veggies
- cabbage or lettuce? help!

veggies again

the spread of food

how i miss uncle's dinner.
so healthy.
2 meats, 2 veggies & soup..

Our Father in Heaven,
bless my uncle, auntie & grandpa okay?
bless them in whatever ways they need.
and Father, i pray for opportunities to speak to them of You,
to share to them thanksgiving,
to bring them to any possible church events.
Father, open up their hearts, their mind.
they need You Father.
my uncle health is not good,
my grandpa is old,
my auntie is stressing about things.
so Father bless them,
watch over them,
take care of them as i entrust them in Your care okay?
and in Jesus Name,
Amen